I would like to share some of my experiences in last 6 months with life…
From the times always wanted to do something special...Something new and something interesting that give me real happiness... I tried it in different ways...Like finding friends and spending good times but in the true meaning I never got succeeded...Or can say that I am not good enough for others... Then I tried to be involved in social service...
It’s a great feeling to be here...
Burning the candle:- yap it was like burning candle for him who don’t know how to burn ..But it was must coz of desires...So instead of exam like darkness I had to burn it if I lie down or sit silently even than there is no problem but the motive was to utilize the time or give the chance to fulfill my desires…
Finding the matchstick:- its must to find it to burn the candles…and it was my duty to find so that many more can utilize the time after burning..but you know there is darkness so I needed to do extra effort…I tried to convince many that you all jus come and use it but they were using it another way..Its o.k... but they tried to demoralize me…there were some crappy comments like”nothing will happen” “I haven’t time””there is too much darkness”” I have no interest” ”we don’t need” ”what the fool you are doing” Etc..Etc...This at first forced me to sit silently...But jus a hope one hand came with me.. and I was energized..so now there was no meaning of looking back…now the process was started… on line registration..Etc...Still exams are going on...
My efforts: not too much because it had become quite easy for me because now my confidence was with me..just attending conduction program and to get influenced by people who had already burn candles before..
What next: Just wait.. Fighting with darkness in which others were as well as busy..And its my duty so I had to do it...This time I did not told to any one because I thought to be away from the problems…
Lightening: - yes it was that for which I was doing all these efforts …ii is great feeling to be there...Really the best days of my week are Friday and Saturday…
: My first class where all the children greeted me as “good afternoon sir”
: Introduction round
: basic knowledge test…”but they were really weak in knowledge” here all the students are dropouts who left their studies with family and money problems…
: They needed to start with basics
: I had to plan it...I picked up the mathematics which is must to in real life..
: Initial rounds were irritating when they were not getting what I was telling…
: but I tried my best way to understand them some logics..i provided them free environment … initially they were noisy but after time it became usual…
:one student recognized me in a large rush of “ganesh caturthi” in ” motidoongri ganesh temple” and wished me
: My BEST COMPLIMENT when a child said sir you teach us very well and we get everything perfectly…
I don’t say everyone was getting but when I took test than I found that I was near success...
: Teachers day celebrations when I reached there all the children wished me “happy teacher’s day” together…one girl was making a greeting but she could not complete it...But it was great feeling… I enjoyed that day...Acting dancing and singing all the fun that day…
:it’s still continue there are many more things which gives me real happiness passing time with those children..
:I work with the NGO group AKSHAR…and was registered under TEACH INDIA campaign my TIMES OF INDIA group…
This burning the candle has enlightened me and shared my experiences to convince all you people to take participate in such activities so that some needy really can get profit and remember you….
There are some more experience to which I will introduce in my next posts…
